Friday, June 4, 2010

Again, once again

Stupid, silly, extremely dumb me.
Once again,
I had to do stupid things.
Resulting in extreme annoyance with myself.

Why?
Why for the one thousandth time, I feel myself getting affected.
My mind screams no,
My heart gets soft.

Why?
Why can’t I explain it.
It’s intense frustration at myself.
Every single time this happens, I get even more frustrated.
Is this even normal?

Why?
Why is it that K can be so understanding even to the extent of not feeling jealous.
But why, so why am I still so affected by V?

Why?
Why?
Why?

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