Happier?

Jo commented yesterday that she realised that i am seriously happier these days?
Really?
Did God really introduced certain pple in my life to take my mind off him?
To let him go and move on?
I sat down and thought hard about it..
It seems, I can now pass a day without thinking about him.
Even if i did think about him, it was just about how despite lies exchanged, our lives still go on.
We are both living in different worlds.
When we are still interlinked as being friends.
However, we know nothing about each other.
I made the choice to shut him out of my life.
He accepted it(hopefully with grace! haha..)
So yes, we say we are friends, but in actual fact, we are friends that don't share anything anymore..
Its kinda sad when u think about it coz there was once, we were so close to each other..
Once upon a time, he WAS important.
Now, i am not even sure if u can consider us as friends.
Unless u count it as friends who dont talk and depend on telepathy to know whats going on in each other lives..
And no..we arent that close that we can guess what each other are feeling without even talking.
Yes, we were once close enough to know each other well enough to understand exactly what the other party needed even without saying so.
U get what i mean?
Like when ur bestie is upset/sad/ happy, he/she doesnt have to say anything,
U will just be able to read it and tell what he/she needs.
Whether its a crying shoulder or a listening ear or just someone to share the joy with..

I lost someone impt..
But God gave me someone who makes my heart flutter..
No idea how true it is..
But he is gd,
D makes my heart flutter, and i give it to him.
That so hard of a shield that my heart is covered with,
He somehow, managed to break it.
For once, i didn't feel disgusted when some guy tells me he cares for me..
I know nothing about him, but my heart feels right.
So now, its time to move ahead, to get to know him better..
Who knows, he might turn out to be some serious jerk..

But for now, watch my korean dramas and sink in with the love
But dramas aren't real, so don't dreammm!!! *extracted from D

:)