Priority

I want to be a priority.
Not one of the priorities.
It is not enough that i make the top three.
You can first come to me, no matter what i'm doing or how far away i am.
You are my first priority. I wonder what you're up to.
I think about ways to make you laugh with a stupid e-mail or a care package.
I think about you.
When i am with you, i am not with you.
No matter what is going on in my life, you are my first priority.
But clearly i am not to you anymore.
And that's the truth, isn't it?

"Tobey- Dawson's Creek"