They say friends are like passing clouds..i am starting to believe in it now. Don't get me wrong, yes, there are a named few that i will if possible, keep for the rest of my life but there are some i just can't wait for the wind to blow them away. Haha. I know it sounds morbib.
Here i am supposedly to be mugging hard with the " WORK HARD! You reap what you sow..REMEMBER!" note right smack in my face, to remind me that i should be studying but oh wells..the beauty of technology..i can't resist it. :)
Dependency once again was the one that 'killed' me. Maybe all those talk about being independent is crap. Total crap. You can't be friends with someone you can't even be bothered to talk to..can you? Words said pierced through my heart and it got slashed again..like the thousandth time. Once given out, words can never be taken back. I am sorry, like i said, i had enough and like you say..maybe i don't know what i want.
Despite this, it truely opened my eyes. I got a cruel, bitter but yet real taste of the true people around. Thanks cass for wiping my tears and millions of hugs and Shell for the little touching call and reminder that you will always being there *double smiles.
For now its time to brace myself, chin up and face the world; with a smile and the every daunting books. With renewed hope and strength, I hope i can face the never ending trials with honesty, courage and lots of care from loving ones..:D
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