Warning: An emotional post

To read with caution if you do come back again in time to read back on your posts I am starting to wonder if there is something seriously wrong with me Is it really strange to only want the best for the people you love and care for Even if it is on the expense of your own happiness Strangely enough or so I actually do believe in this And i practise it Sometimes even going all the way out to mask these hidden emotions Dig a hole, dig even deeper, hide them, bury them And never leave a mark to tell others where it was For only deep down in my heart will I know where it exists. Don’t get me wrong I am not pinpointing at any situation in particular But it seems, On the long bus ride home, My mind started to wonder I was not self-pitying I was reflecting To be able to give my all to people whom i let into my heart Be it kin or friends. It doesn’t matter if i have to give in, give more, or give even more To the best of my abilities, I will try my very very best And only my very very very best. It is really just so hard to portray that idea to people whom you love sometimes Sometimes, it seems like no one does things like that anymore And when you do something like that You are deemed as someone who is insane or has serious hidden agenda God, Are you listening to me on this?